As a teenager, I asked my father why he chose to follow in the religion of our Hindu ancestors and he told me 鈥渋t doesn鈥檛 really matter to me which religion a person follows, because religion is like a mountain, once you get to the top, the view is the same鈥�. Now I presume there are many that would disagree with the sage wisdom of my father, but I was struck by the possibility and reflected upon his words for many years to come.听
Prior to baptism in my late twenties I mentioned this saying back to my father who with a single word and quizzical tone asked 鈥淟utheran?鈥� I replied, 鈥渙ne can鈥檛 get up a mountain without choosing a path鈥�. My father鈥檚 faith in God gave me permission to yearn for practice and deeper immersion into my own faith.听
Being first generation Trinidadian Canadian, I felt I lacked affiliation and identity, so you could say through my baptism I 鈥渇ell in with the Lutherans鈥� who firmly believe in a God of grace. A God who loved humanity first, before we could ever prove our worthiness. A God that meets us in our vulnerability instead of our strength. A God that gifts us with a uniqueness and then liberates us from bondage with grace to share those gifts with and for the sake our neighbour and the world. Quite the opposite of what systemic racism tells anyone like me about our worthiness, just trying to live our lives with increased melanin in our skin.听
To say that the church struggles to practice what we preach is an understatement. To say that the church is free from systems of oppression is false. But Lutherans would say that life is most realistically lived in shades of grey without literal black and white interpretations of scripture. Through scripture and sacrament God draws us in again and again to remember that we鈥檙e not God, and only God is God. To center ourselves and push God to the margins is futile.听
Remembering this, makes it possible for us to let go of things that trap us into believing it鈥檚 all about us. It frees us from self-limiting beliefs or beliefs that center ourselves and convince us that our privilege is earned and deserved. How freeing is it to confess that even in tradition, maybe we got it wrong? Liberation means we need not cling to ideas that served us in the past now that we know better. It鈥檚 never hypocrisy to change our mind. It鈥檚 never hypocrisy to do better.听
Grace is undeserved kindness, and God extends an abundance of it in our struggle. Life is God鈥檚 plan for us, not death. Freedom is God鈥檚 plan for us, not bondage. When we鈥檙e blind to the ways we step out of alignment with God鈥檚 plan we require a lot of grace, a lot of humility and deep confession. In that posture alone, God promises to meet us. A God of vulnerability who is longing to forgive us and free us in humble service for others. That is a practice. A practice and path that I try to live by. It is in God through Christ that I know my identity and everyone鈥檚 identity as Beloved. A colleague once joked: 鈥渨hat鈥檚 a nice Hindu woman like you doing in a church like this?鈥� It鈥檚 certainly not simple, I said but I鈥檓 abiding in God鈥檚 grace.
The Rev. Aneeta Saroop, Evangelical Lutheran Church in sa国际传媒 serving St. Mary of the Incarnation, Metchosin in the Anglican Diocese of sa国际传媒听
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* This article was published in the print edition of the sa国际传媒 on Saturday, July 4th 2020
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